Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time
I need my friends and I need my family. I need my lover. I need you all. I am so pitiful. It’s only been the first week of this two job deal and it is murdering me, especially the new job.
I know once I get the hang of things, it will be all right. Today I was a food runner and I embarrassed myself entirely. I first flung a sausage patty across the patio, then on another run dropped three plates and a bowl of HOT HOT HOT tomato soup all over myself and the floor. My hand is burnt and my left arm is on the verge of falling off. The staff is nice and tried to make me feel better, but I became furious with myself. I held back the tears until I got into my car.
This all may sound stupid, but sixty hours a week is ROUGGHH and this new job is BRUTAL. Even a coworker told me she thought it was quite a challenging place to start off on my first job as a server. It definitely is. I’ll stop whining about.
I’ll be okay. I asked for it.
“Slut” is just the weirdest insult ever.
How does it even work?
“You do the thing that is responsible for not only both of our lives but collectively our entire species and many of the species of life I can think of right now. Not only that, but you do this act often. And you like it.”
Did you…..did you win?
(via vagabonne)
Cutting my legs off has become a serious option.
No more nightmares, please.
I want better days.
Paolo, get well soon <3
Is it stupid that my feelings are hurt by the fact that I wasn’t invited out to a lake to party with the rest of my female coworkers? Instead, I was scheduled to work that day as they leave with a cooler full of bourbon. On top of it all, that shift was terrible and ended badly. It kinda sucked. :(
Schedule for next week..:
Monday: 5-close @ Vint (5.5 hrs)
Tuesday: 6:15am-close @ Toast; 5-close @ Vint (13hrs)
Wednesday: 6:15am-close @ Toast; 5-close @ Vint (13 hrs)
THURSDAY I’M OFF FROM EVERYTHING YAY
Friday: 6:15am-close @ Toast (8 hrs)
Saturday: 5-close @ Vint (5.5 hrs)
Sunday: 2-close @ Vint (7.5 hrs)
=== 52.5 HOURS OF WORK (on my feet at all times)
My life is awesome (or lack thereof). MO $$$$ MO PROBLEMS.
